Saturday, August 7, 2010

SEEK


United In Christ --> SEEK




from my email... at the endish...

WOW, I thought I was done with the email after my T-shirt order... but then I just started writing...

Hopefully knowing a little more to the History/Roots of SEEK will help you treasure it deeply, as I do.
THIS is where the join-worship-venture among the body at UVA began.
From my perspective at least =)


I already felt out of place, being from California and knowing no one... but when I became a believer (2/9/03) I was saddened by the division and disunity I saw... because what I was reading from His Word was speaking of a different kind of community of followers. I remember visiting all the groups every week... I couldn't get enough of the worship and fellowshipping with the body! The newness of Christ, and the sweetness of His Spirit... whether it was my idealistic-nativity or the holy discontentment for 'body dysfunction' He placed in me, my heart was always grieved at the division among the group and the lack of "family"-feeling among the "family of God".

The groups didn't talk to each other, serve together, worship together, visit each other, nothing. My heart was deeply grieved to the point I felt HS (my code name for The Holy Spirit) was proposing to me: What are you going to do about it?!
Prayer was my primary response. And then, as i continued visiting the various groups, I started talked about the idea of join-ventures, visiting each other, serving together etc. I remember so many blank stares, and so much opposition with the mentality "this is the way it's always been done, and this is the way we'll always do it." Maybe... maybe this is why I was saved "later" because I didn't have these barriers or preconceived notions of what was possible/not or what could/couldn't be done etc.

A deep-desire to see unity in the body burned within every part of me...

Did we not all have the same Father God? Lord and Savior? and Holy Spirit living inside of all who believed??


This is a picture I took one of the first times we had UIC/SEEK (I though we had AT LEAST two sessions before I graduated in '06, will need to check the journals for dates etc.).
I remember the exact moment when I took this picture...
...walking into the room with Sue, the IV's pastor's wife, and just slowly looking around the room with amazement and awe!!! I didn't know what to expect on that first night, whether there'd be five, fifteen, or fifty of us... there were close to FIVE HUNDRED!!!
After scanning the audience, and seeing so many sizes, shapes, colors, and hearing the diversity of languages and tones, Revelation 7:9 immediately burned in my heart. I remember looking at her, with tears in my eyes, and saying "This is what Heaven will look like."
((*pause* I'm crying again now even recalling it!))

I have this photo framed in fruit as #1. my kitchen is "fruit of the spirit"-themed and #2. I felt that "united worship" was definitely part of the fruit that God allowed me to bear during my time in Virginia. As it's in my kitchen, I pray for the body at UVA daily... please let me know if there's anything in particular the group, or it's leaders need prayer cover for =)

your sister,
Kristina


Father God, that Your Body would function as You desire it to! Unity in Spirit, Love for one another, resulting in exultation of the Christ... it was one of Your final prayers Jesus... that we would be one and that the world would know You were sent from God by our love. Abba, I pray a special blessing of protection of the hearts and minds of those who are in leadership at SEEK, that they would ever be focused on You, and that their foundations of their lives and relationships with the various groups on campus would not allow cracks of dissension, however small, to hinder the world You would do at UVA, and campuses around the world! One day... one day we will see you face-to-face... and until that day, HS, continue to burn within our hearts, minds, and spirits a deep desire to SEEK HIS FACE with all that we are and all that we have! That our lives, O LORD, would be spent for the attainment of Your MAX GLORY in their collective diversity. For to You Father, belong all the glory, honor and praise through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Seminary?

Between CSNRadio and ChristianCourses and my own personal "Bible College in my Bedroom" I feel like God is teaching me directly, obviously.

Psalm 32:8 "*I* will teach you in the way you should go, *I* will counsel you and *I* will watch over you"

Psalm 119:99 "I have more insight than all my teachers, for I meditate on your statutes (law etc.)."


Thank you Lord, for enabling me to be so hungry and yet so satisfied with Your Words of Life!!!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

SO MUCH!!!!!

Just needed to make a note of the ridiculous awesomeness that is my life dependent on HS.

that is all =)

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

The Proverbs 31 Man

All that I desire Lord is a man that

Loves Your Word

Listens to Your Spirit

& Follows You all the days of his life.




The Proverbs 31 Man

"Who can find a man of integrity?"
For such a one is of priceless value that perpetually increases.
He walks in the fear of the Lord and observes all of His statues.
He embraces wisdom wholeheartedly and continues in the way of sound discipline.
He maintains discretion and does not depart from the path of righteousness, for he understands words of insight.
He treats his wife as he treats his own body, seeking her protection and well-being at all times.
The heart of his wife rests beneath his covering and flourishes in all fruitfulness under the outpouring of his love.
He is faithful, drinking from his own well, and is unceasingly satisfied by the wife of his youth, always loving her as a lover who loves still.
He will do her good and not evil all the days of His life.
Though he waxes strong, he exercises humility.
He diligently works to answer and supply the needs of his family and household.
His wife has no fear of the times to come, for he prudently considers the future and prepares for it.
He is kind to the needy, and his name is synonymous with a good report. His reputation precedes him; therefore, others seek his counsel and follow his example as well as instruction.
His mouth is a fountain of life to his household and to all who seek refreshing.
He walks in confidence and sound judgment, administering wise instruction to his wife and children.
He sets his house in God-ordained order.
He redeems his household and covers its inhabitants with prayer.
He considers the words of his wife, celebrates her wisdom, and crowns her as a helpmeet(suitable partner) for him.
He grants her a double portion, blesses her gifts, and boasts of her achievements.
He is clothed in love and faithfulness.
He trusts and rests secure in the help of his Redeemer.
Many men appear to be desirable at first glance, but the man who fears the Lord is to be praised, for his witness endures the test of time and scrutiny.
Give him the honor he as earned and let the work of his hands prosper and be spread abroad.


- Michelle McKinney Hammond
In Search of the Proverbs 31 Man

hope & wait

*HOPE*

Romans 4:20-21 "(she) did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, and being FULLY CONVINCED that what He had promised He was also able to perform."

Romans 8:24-25 "... but hope that is seen is not hope; for why does one still hope for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we eagerly wait for it with perseverance."


Bible-based.
Christ-centered.
God-glorifying Marriage.

I will not settle for anything less.

Jesus loves me ridiculous amounts! And until being "married" will bring God more glory from my life than being "single" (preferred term, celibate servant), then I will maximize the time and focused-discipline to use all that I am and all that I have to glorify His Kingdom in my current state & season of life.

As I strive to be the best version of me He created me to be, I will study the analogies He gave me:
1. Treasure hidden in a field
2. Pearl
3. Trophy
4. Specialty Speed Bike
5. Commissioned Officer on a Battleship

I am praying for my FH... but until he is revealed, Jesus is keeping me extremely well-satisfied and provided for =D

BDW - Audience of One
Hillsong - Found

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Dallas 2010

My mesaversaries are always special =)

Day 1. (6/9/10)
- Talking to people while I travel I say all started 2.2.02.
Since then, I can't not talk to people in transit... they are either drawn to me or I to them.
- Shuttle Conversation.
- Jesus Culture with suitcase.
No 247 prayer room.
- "you're awesome! and walking under an open heaven" providing God opportunity to move.
prayed for Iowa-man =)
- Spiritual Family Provision = 3 beds and AC!
Night 1. Applebee's with Trinity Church Young Adults

Day 2. (6/10/10)
-Youth Leader Conference
-Germany & Prophets
-Holy Indignation and Protective Mode Activation= brother-support
Night 2. Phase 10 and spontaneous worship and prayer

Day 3. (6/11/10)
- Read Jesus Culture, "ask and I'll give the Nations to you"
- Worship, "no props"
- leader prayer: Cassidy and Taylor
Night 3. Dinner with parents & "Love Comes Softly"

Day 4. (6/12/10)
-Vocal Technique
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-lunch = "ghost" stories
-nap
-clean kitchen
Night 4. Peet's Piano Bar = dueling pianos! quite fun and interesting =)
-Pong with brother's friends
-Convo with brother... about the important things in life, and deciding if they're "worth the wait" and the importance of family (San Diego).

Day 5. (6/13/10)
Morning = "Sunday 5K" run
-Conviction to start asking people a question... which one HS?
-Prayer Log for running... people that I come across.
(Excel & eventually --> LIST to index card sizes etc and print out)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

HOLY, Kim Walker-Smith LYRICS

"HOLY"
Kim Walker-Smith
(Jesus Culture, album: CONSUMED 2009)

Just one look - on Your face
Just one glance - of Your eye
My whole world - is changed
My whole world - is changed

Oh I seek, only to see Your Face
I don't want to go anywhere
without You God, without Your Presence
Oh let me see Your Face
The beauty of Your Holiness, God
Take me into the Holy Place

And only one word comes to mind
There's only one word, to describe
And only one word comes to mind
There's only one word, to describe
HO-LY
HO-LY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
HO-LY
HO-LY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY

And only one word comes to mind
There's only one word, to describe
And only one word comes to mind
There's only one word, to describe
(just one)
And only one word comes to mind

There's only one word, to describe
And only one word comes to mind
There's only one word, to describe
HO-LY
HO-LY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
HO-LY
HO-LY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY

(yes)
There is
No one
Like You
You are
Holy
HO-O-O-LY
(You are yes)
There is
No one
Like You
You are
Holy
HO-O-O-LY
(ye-ah)

HO-LY
HO-LY
(yea)
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
(You Reign)
HO-LY
HO-LY
(yea)
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
(yea, yeah)

We join with all of Heaven singing
Holy, Holy
Holy, Holy
Holy, Holy
(yeah)
Take Us In
Take Us In
Take Us In
Tonight
(Ohh, Ohh, yeah)

HO-LY
HO-LY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
HO-LY
HO-LY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY

Take us into the Holy Place
Take us into the Holy Place
Tonight
Take us into the Holy Place
Take us into the Holy Place
Tonight

Purify Our Hearts
Purify Our Hearts
Purify Our Hearts God
(ohh)
Let the flame of Your Heart
Become the flame upon our heart tonight God
(ohh)
Take us in

There is
No one
Like You
You are
Holy
HO-O-O-LY
There is
No one
Like You
You are
Holy
HO-O-O-LY

(hmmm, hmmm, ye-eahh)

*worshipers worshiping... singing*
That's right, just sing out in your own words, just sing out in your own words
*HOLY chorus*
(oh..)

Let us be a generation
Marked with Holiness
Oh, a generation
of people who know Your Love
who know Your Holiness God
Carriers of Your Presence
Carriers of Your Presence God

A generation marked by Your Love
Generation - purified -set apart
Holy Unto You God

(Holy)
HO-LY
HO-LY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
HO-LY
HO-LY
LORD GOD ALMIGHTY


*thanks gb for introducing this song to me*